the importance of time
I am actually recharging my batteries...somehow successfully (at least for the next two days)
Unfortunately the last 3 weeks got the hell out of me. I was permanently stressed out. Working full time, attending school five days a week in the evening hours give me a hard time and additional I try to catch up with friends or just organizing daily stuff...like shopping for food, going to the post office. I am not yet stressed out because of studying for exams - I am afraid that I am freaking out because of the lack of any time. Between heading to work at 7:30am, from work to school and finally back home at 10pm - there is definitely no gap to just relax and not feeling something/body put me under pressure all day and night long.
My beloved lion tries to help me out wherever he is able to do it. He organized everything to get the kitchen ready to get installed. He is just such an angel! I did not onething...was stressed out too and under pressure because of my no-time-for-anything-problem. Finally last Tuesday our preeetttttyy new kitchen arrived!!! Now my Greylion and I are proud owner of a sparkling, functional, pretty,... the best kitchen (of course) ever!!!!!
The last days we managed to get everything onto its place in the kitchen cupboards and drawers - and I could do it without feeling pushed or stressed...juhhuh!
The answer of this miracle: getting a day off and a weekend ahead! It felt great!
So finally we did the kitchen, I studied for my French exam I had to write last Friday night, we went shopping for the flat, we had time to chill out, I met with a friend for some French conversation - or maybe it was more like french babbleing and I went to see a great movie with a friend! We watched the movie "Juno" it's a blast. I loved it and this brave girl who gives a shit about rumour and just followers her instincts and dreams!
Now I am feeling like I was on holiday and I love this feeling...yes I do. Although I know I should get 3 more things done within the next hour - who needs some sleep? Me neither!
I actually figured out the important things of life again:
love (my lion), friendship (all of you and more), health (still have a bit of it - thx) and TIME!!! time is soooo important tooo. Time for getting things done, time for my beloved ones and time for my self!!!
My new week starts with the same state of less time, but I am working it out and I am on my way to find a solution, yes! Now my head is up and I am looking smilingly into a bit more relaxed future - still with 14 exams to go within the next 10 weeks!
Unfortunately the last 3 weeks got the hell out of me. I was permanently stressed out. Working full time, attending school five days a week in the evening hours give me a hard time and additional I try to catch up with friends or just organizing daily stuff...like shopping for food, going to the post office. I am not yet stressed out because of studying for exams - I am afraid that I am freaking out because of the lack of any time. Between heading to work at 7:30am, from work to school and finally back home at 10pm - there is definitely no gap to just relax and not feeling something/body put me under pressure all day and night long.
My beloved lion tries to help me out wherever he is able to do it. He organized everything to get the kitchen ready to get installed. He is just such an angel! I did not onething...was stressed out too and under pressure because of my no-time-for-anything-problem. Finally last Tuesday our preeetttttyy new kitchen arrived!!! Now my Greylion and I are proud owner of a sparkling, functional, pretty,... the best kitchen (of course) ever!!!!!
The last days we managed to get everything onto its place in the kitchen cupboards and drawers - and I could do it without feeling pushed or stressed...juhhuh!
The answer of this miracle: getting a day off and a weekend ahead! It felt great!
So finally we did the kitchen, I studied for my French exam I had to write last Friday night, we went shopping for the flat, we had time to chill out, I met with a friend for some French conversation - or maybe it was more like french babbleing and I went to see a great movie with a friend! We watched the movie "Juno" it's a blast. I loved it and this brave girl who gives a shit about rumour and just followers her instincts and dreams!
Now I am feeling like I was on holiday and I love this feeling...yes I do. Although I know I should get 3 more things done within the next hour - who needs some sleep? Me neither!
I actually figured out the important things of life again:
love (my lion), friendship (all of you and more), health (still have a bit of it - thx) and TIME!!! time is soooo important tooo. Time for getting things done, time for my beloved ones and time for my self!!!
My new week starts with the same state of less time, but I am working it out and I am on my way to find a solution, yes! Now my head is up and I am looking smilingly into a bit more relaxed future - still with 14 exams to go within the next 10 weeks!
